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💿FAWM 2022 demos February Album Writing Month

by MAX VANREMMERDEN

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1.
Mayday 02:44
YOU HAVE TOLD ME OF THE TIMES YOU WONDERED WHY YOU TRIED TO FIND ME UNDER THE DARKEST SKY SAID YOU NEEDED ME HIDING FROM THE EVIL EYE BUT I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY EVERY ATTEMPT SEEMS A CLICHE YOU HAVE TOLD ME WHAT YOU WERE GOING THROUGH YOU PUT YOUR TRUST IN ME KNOWING WHO TO COME TO NOW YOU DON’T BELIEVE ME WELL THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO CUZ I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY EVERY ATTEMPT SEEMS A CLICHE AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY EVERY ATTEMPT SEEMS A CLICHE HERE IT STOPS FOR ME YOU NEED A PROFESSIONAL PLEASE DO NOT LEAN ON ME MY SUPPORT IS NOT ENOUGH AT ALL NOW LISTEN TO ME AND GIVE YOUR DOCTOR A CALL CUZ I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY EVERY ATTEMPT SEEMS A CLICHE MAYDAY MAYDAY MAYDAY YOU NEED HELP RIGHT AWAY MAYDAY MAYDAY MAYDAY YOU NEED HELP MAYDAY MAYDAY MAYDAY CALL YOUR DOCTOR TODAY MAYDAY MAYDAY MAYDAY YOU NEED HELP MAYDAY MAYDAY MAYDAY YOU NEED HELP MAYDAY MAYDAY MAYDAY YOU NEED HELP
2.
Downside 03:46
THERE’S A DOWNSIDE TO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I DO OR TRY THERE’S A DOWNSIDE TO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I DO OR TRY TRYING HARD TO SET A GOAL AVOID POSSIBLE SINKHOLES MOVING ON CHEWING ON ALL THE THINGS THAT COULD GO WRONG HOPING FOR BETTER TIMES DO NOT RING THOSE SCARY CHIMES SMOOTH THINGS OUT FREAKING OUT ON MISSING ANY DANGER SIGNS THERE’S A DOWNSIDE TO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I DO OR TRY THERE’S A DOWNSIDE TO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I DO OR TRY TRYING TO GET IN THE MOOD BEING CREATIVE FEELS SO GOOD BUT IT’S FOLLOWED BY HOLLOW INSIDE I WISH I SIMPLY UNDERSTOOD HOPING FOR SOME EXPLANATION NEED TO COPE WITH THE FRUSTRATION STANDING BY TRY NOT TO CRY ALL THE THINGS THAT COULD GO WRONG THERE’S A DOWNSIDE TO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I DO OR TRY THERE’S A DOWNSIDE TO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I DO OR TRY
3.
Running 02:51
I STOOD UP AND I FELL DOWN FACE IN THE DIRT LOOKED LIKE A CLOWN CRAWLING FURTHER ON THE GROUND BARRICADES ON EVERY ROAD SWITCHING TO A DIFFERENT MODE TO FINALLY FREE ME FROM THIS LOAD WENT TOO FAST MUCH TOO SLOW JUMPED QUITE HIGH AND I STAYED LOW NOW IT’S TIME FOR ME TO GROW I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL KEEP RUNNING I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL KEEP RUNNING I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL NEED TO KEEP MOVING MY FEET I COULD BE DANCING IN THE STREET ON THE RUN TO FIGHT DEFEAT TIME TO ACT I NEED TO LEAVE THIS DEEP VALLEY FILLED WITH GRIEF AND RUN THE HILL THAT BRINGS RELIEF WENT TOO FAST MUCH TOO SLOW JUMPED QUITE HIGH AND I STAYED LOW NOW IT’S TIME FOR ME TO GROW I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL KEEP RUNNING I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL KEEP RUNNING I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL KEEP RUNNING I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL KEEP RUNNING I WILL KEEP RUNNING YES I WILL
4.
Tree 03:11
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE STRONGEST BRANCH ON MY TREE NO WIND NO SNOW CAN TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME NO STORM NO ICE WILL BREAK YOU OF OFF ME YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE STRONGEST BRANCH ON MY TREE THROUGH THE YEARS BROKEN LITTLE TWIGS HEAVY BRANCHES SLOWLY DIED SOME WERE CUT OFF JUST LIKE THAT OVER THE YEARS I GREW INTO THE SHAPE I’M IN RIGHT NOW YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE STRONGEST BRANCH ON MY TREE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE STRONGEST BRANCH ON MY TREE LIVED WITH FEARS LOST SOME DRIED STICKS THERE WERE MOMENTS MY BARK CRIED ON MY LEAVES RAINDROPS SPAT LIKE THE TEARS I’VE CRIED FOR YOU I’LL KEEP YOU ANYHOW NO WIND NO SNOW CAN TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME NO STORM NO ICE WILL BREAK YOU OF OFF ME YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE STRONGEST BRANCH ON MY TREE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE STRONGEST BRANCH ON MY TREE
5.
Numb 03:36
CRAWLING IN YOUR OWN FOOTSTEPS FEELING WAY BEHIND STRUGGLING MEANINGLESS BATTLES BATTLES IN YOUR MIND BEGGING FOR MEDICATION TAKING AWAY THE FEAR WISHING TO FIND THE WORDS WORDS MADE OUT OF TEARS KNOWING BETTER TIMES WILL COME HOPING YOU WILL COPE FINDING WAYS TO AVOID TO AVOID THE STEEPEST SLOPE SHOCKED AND NUMB CHOKED AND DUMB TRYING TO CATCH SOME BREATH THE TENSION SOON NEEDS TO DISAPPEAR TO FEEL CALM AND FREE INSTEAD PANICKING OUT OF NOTHING FALLING IN THE DARK THINKING FUCKED UP THOUGHTS THOUGHTS WITHOUT A SPARK LYING AWAKE ALL NIGHT SLEEPING 5 TIMES A DAY SEEKING WAYS TO MAKE TO MAKE IT GO AWAY KNOWING BETTER TIMES WILL COME HOPING YOU WILL COPE FINDING WAYS TO AVOID TO AVOID THE STEEPEST SLOPE SHOCKED AND NUMB CHOKED AND DUMB TRYING TO CATCH SOME BREATH THE TENSION SOON NEEDS TO DISAPPEAR TO FEEL CALM AND FREE INSTEAD TO FEEL CALM AND FREE INSTEAD TO FEEL CALM AND FREE TO FEEL CALM AND FREE INSTEAD
6.
Find Out 03:38
JUST COME ALONG THERE MUST BE WAYS SO WE CAN FIND DON’T GET ME WRONG AND TRY TO KEEP AN OPEN MIND WE NEED TO FIND OUT TRY TO EXPLAIN WHAT’S UNDEFINED PLEASE BE PRECISE SO THAT WE BOTH DO UNDERSTAND WHAT’S THE PRICE I’D LIKE SOME CLEARNESS BEFOREHAND WE NEED TO FIND OUT THINGS GET A LITTLE OUT OF HAND WE NEED TO FIND OUT THINGS GET A LITTLE OUT OF HAND WE NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT WE NEED TO FIND OUT HOW WE NEED TO FIND OUT WHY WE NEED TO FIND OUT NOW SO WHAT'S THE WORD DO WE HAVE OURSELVES A DEAL QUITE ABSURD HOW DO WE KNOW IF THIS IS REAL WE NEED TO FIND OUT CUZ I DON’T LIKE THE WAY THIS FEELS IS THIS BETRAY HELP ME OUT HERE IF YOU CAN IT’S NOT OKAY DON’T WE HAVE A BETTER PLAN WE NEED TO FIND OUT THINGS GET A LITTLE OUT OF HAND WE NEED TO FIND OUT THINGS GET A LITTLE OUT OF HAND WE NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT WE NEED TO FIND OUT HOW WE NEED TO FIND OUT WHY WE NEED TO FIND OUT NOW WE NEED TO FIND OUT CUZ I DON’T LIKE THE WAY THIS FEELS WE NEED TO FIND OUT CUZ I DON’T LIKE THE WAY THIS FEELS NO I DON'T I DON'T LIKE IT NO I DON'T NO I DON'T WE NEED TO FIND OUT WE NEED TO FIND OUT
7.
Rock Bottom 03:13
HEARING THE FIRST BLACKBIRD SING ANNOUNCING SOON IT WILL BE SPRING A PITCH DARK WINTER ONE TO FORGET SOON NEW SEEDS WILL FINALLY SPROUT WHO KNEW I COULD SIT THIS OUT TAKE OFF THOSE BLINKERS TIME TO RESET WASN’T SURE IT WOULD EVER END HITTING ROCK BOTTOM IS THE WORST NEGLECTED YOU, FAMILY AND FRIENDS THE SUN SHINES IN THE HOUSE AGAIN WE’RE OUT OF THE WINTER SHADOW THEN LET THE GOOD TIMES LINGER DON’T STOP YET SO THERE’S A CHANCE I WILL SUCCEED A BRAND NEW START IS WHAT I NEED I’M A DOOM THINKER CHANGE MY MINDSET NOT THE ONE WHO DOES PRETEND HITTING ROCK BOTTOM IS THE WORST NEGLECTED YOU, MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS NOT EASY TO ACCEPT THE FACT ONCE A WHILE I DO GET TRAPPED I’M NOT A WINNER IT’S WHAT I GET WASN’T SURE IT WOULD EVER END HITTING ROCK BOTTOM IS THE WORST NEGLECTED YOU, MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
8.
Satisfied 03:37
SINCE 93 I’VE BEEN WEARING THE SAME BRAND OF SHOES I LIKE WHAT I’VE GOT DON’T FEEL THE NEED TO TRY SOMETHING NEW WORN OUT LEATHER JACKET STILL MY FAVOURITE COAT TO PUT ON WILL FEAR THE DAY WHEN IT’S DAMAGED OR WORST WHEN IT’S GONE WHAT’S WRONG WITH BEING SATISFIED WHAT’S WRONG WITH BEING SATISFIED I LIKE WHERE I LIVE NO URGE TO MOVE OR GO SOMEWHERE ELSE I LOVE MY TURF THE HISTORY OUR HOME HOW IT SMELLS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I SURELY HOPE SHE’S NOT GOING ANYWHERE BEEN TOGETHER FOR DECADES SINCE OUR CHILDHOOD WE ARE A PAIR WHAT’S WRONG WITH BEING SATISFIED WHAT’S WRONG WITH BEING SATISFIED I’D LIKE TO HOLD ON TO WHAT I’VE GOT WILL I EVER CHANGE? MOST LIKELY NOT NO GRASS WILL BE GREENER THE RIGHT COLOUR IS JUST UNDER MY FEET GOT NO DESIRE TO CHANGE MY LIFE NO THERE WILL BE NO NEED WHAT’S WRONG WITH BEING SATISFIED WHAT’S WRONG WITH BEING SATISFIED I’D LIKE TO HOLD ON TO WHAT I’VE GOT WILL I EVER CHANGE? MOST LIKELY NOT WHAT’S WRONG WITH BEING SATISFIED WHAT’S WRONG WITH BEING SATISFIED
9.
Crisis 01:58
WE’RE IN THIS SHITHOLE A CRUCIAL STAGE WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS ALL IS UNSTABLE COMPLETELY OUT OF PLACE WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS WHO WILL TAKE THE LEAD WHO ‘S STILL IN THIS RACE WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS FUCK I CANNOT DEAL WITH IT I NEED SOME SPACE WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS ONE WAS FIRED ANOTHER ONE GOT SICK SOME GOT TIRED OF THE CAREER THEY PICKED CITY COUNCIL WANTED THIS THE BOARD DID THAT WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS TELL ME WHO KNOWS WHAT IS DONE AND SAID WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS CREDIBILITY LET US RESCUE SOME OF THAT WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALIVE IS TOTALLY DEAD WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS WE’VE GOT A MAJOR CRISIS ON OUR HANDS ONE WAS FIRED ANOTHER ONE GOT SICK SOME GOT TIRED OF THE CAREER THEY PICKED WITNESSED IT ALL DID WHAT I COULD DO I STOOD TALL NOW FEEL OFF TOO
10.
Something 02:41
NO MATTER WHAT HERE WE GO WE WILL START THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFE JUST GO AHEAD ON OUR WAY NEVER MIND NEED TO GET IN AND DRIVE START MAKE A MOVE HIT THE ROAD GET ALONG IT’S THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFE STEP ON THE GAS BEING FREE LIKE A BIRD WE’RE FEELING ALIVE WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW IT WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW IT WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW WITHOUT REGRET BRING IT ON RIGHT AWAY THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFE NO NEED TO WAIT ACTION TIME COME ALONG WE ARE READY TO DIVE INTO THE DEEP LIVE AND BREATH AS IT COMES IT’S THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFE LET’S JUMP RIGHT IN JUST ENJOY HOLD MY HAND WE WILL SURVIVE WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW IT WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW IT WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW NO MATTER WHAT THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFE START MAKE A MOVE IT’S THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFE NO MATTER WHAT THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFE START MAKE A MOVE IT’S THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFE WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW IT WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW IT WE’VE GOT SOMETHING GOING WE KNOW NO MATTER WHAT
11.
Fears 01:28
DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT I GET REALLY NERVOUS DON’T THINK I DESERVE THIS BUT IT HAPPENS TO ME EVERY TIME I TRY GOT TO ADMIT THIS IT’S A BAD CASE OF JITTERS BURNT OUT TRANSMITTERS OH THIS HAPPENS TO ME FEELS LIKE I COULD DIE I’VE GOT SOME FEARS TO COPE WITH EASIER SAID THAN DONE I’VE GOT SOME TOPICS TO DEAL WITH TO DEAL WITH ONE BY ONE LEARNED SOME SKILLS AND TRICKS TO EASE MY MIND I RECON BUT IT’S EASY TO FORGET THEM ALWAY HAPPENS TO ME REALLY DON’T KNOW WHY I’VE GOT SOME FEARS TO COPE WITH EASIER SAID THAN DONE I’VE GOT SOME TOPICS TO DEAL WITH TO DEAL WITH ONE BY ONE I’VE GOT SOME FEARS TO COPE WITH EASIER SAID THAN DONE I’VE GOT SOME TOPICS TO DEAL WITH TO DEAL WITH ONE BY ONE
12.
Support 02:58
THERE ARE NO CONDITIONS NO LINES TO BE CUT IT’S ALL GIVEN FREELY NO MATTER WHAT THIS LOVE IS UNCHANGING THERE'S NO NEED TO BE REWARDED NO THERE’S NOT THERE ARE NO CONDITIONS NO LINES TO BE CUT IT’S ALL GIVEN FREELY NO MATTER WHAT THIS LOVE IS UNCHANGING THERE'S NO NEED TO BE REWARDED NO THERE’S NOT CALL IT COMPASSION CALL IT SUPPORT IT FEELS SAFE AND IN MY BOOK NO ONE’S FALLING SHORT THERE ARE NO LIMITATIONS THERE’S ACCEPTANCE AND TRUST YOU KNOW IT IS REALLY THE LOVE WE HAVE GOT IT ALL FEELS SECURE WE’RE NOT IN IT FOR OURSELVES NO WE’RE NOT CALL IT COMPASSION CALL IT SUPPORT IT FEELS SAFE AND IN MY BOOK NO ONE’S FALLING SHORT LOVE GROWS LOVE SHIFTS LIFE IS FULL OF GIFTS I KNOW THIS LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL SINCE THE FIRST TIME WE KISSED LOVE GROWS LOVE SHIFTS LIFE IS FULL OF GIFTS I KNOW THIS LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL SINCE THE FIRST TIME WE KISSED IT ALL FEELS SECURE WE’RE NOT IN IT FOR OURSELVES NO WE’RE NOT IT ALL FEELS SECURE WE’RE NOT IN IT FOR OURSELVES NO WE’RE NOT CALL IT COMPASSION CALL IT SUPPORT IT FEELS SAFE AND IN MY BOOK NO ONE’S FALLING SHORT
13.
Massage 03:05
DO YOU WANT SOME? COME AND GET SOME TAKE SOME TIME TO GET IN THE RIGHT MOOD YES YOU NEED IT TIME TO FEEL IT SURE IT WILL BE FUN AND REALLY GOOD ENJOY THIS MASSAGE LET YOUR MUSCLES SLACKEN A SOOTHING MASSAGE JUST LET IT HAPPEN LAY YOURSELF DOWN PUT YOUR HEAD DOWN SLOW DOWN NOW AND TRY TO CLEAR YOUR MIND LOOSEN UP TWO THUMBS UP HUSH UP NOW TIME TO LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND ENJOY THIS MASSAGE THE SENSATION A SOOTHING MASSAGE SOME RELAXATION EASE YOUR NECK PAIN RELIEVE BACK PAIN YOUR PAIN WILL BE EASED YOU’RE IN GOOD HANDS TRY TO CHILL OUT WHEN YOU’RE BURNT OUT FIGURE OUT WHAT MAKES YOU FEELING TENSE ENJOY THIS MASSAGE YOU PICK THE MUSIC A SOOTHING MASSAGE ALL THERAPEUTIC ENJOY THIS MASSAGE YOU PICK THE MUSIC A SOOTHING MASSAGE ALL THERAPEUTIC
14.
Sweet 02:40
SHE’S SO LOVELY SHE’S SO SWEET SHE THE ONE WHO SETS THE BEAT GODDAMN WHY WE NEED TO GO THROUGH THIS FRIGGING BALANCING ACT LOOK AT ME NO CHANCE TO RESCUE BURNT OUT COMPLETELY CRACKED SHE IS HERE RIGHT HERE BESIDE ME MY SUPPORT SHE UNDERSTANDS CAN’T BE WHO I WANNA BE BY MY SIDE SHE STILL STANDS DON’T WANT THIS TO BE A DEAD END STREET WE’RE NOT GONNA LET IT BE A DEAD END STREET DON’T WANT THIS TO BE A DEAD END STREET WE’RE NOT GONNA LET IT BE A DEAD END STREET SHE'S SO LOVELY SHE’S SO SMART SHE’S BRIGHT KNOWS WHERE TO START GODDAMN WHAT IS GOING ON HERE SPINNING ROUND DRIVING ME INSANE LOOK AT ME I HAD A LOUSY BAD YEAR WILL I EVER SEE SOME LIGHT AGAIN DON’T WANT THIS TO BE A DEAD END STREET WE’RE NOT GONNA LET IT BE A DEAD END STREET DON’T WANT THIS TO BE A DEAD END STREET WE’RE NOT GONNA LET IT BE A DEAD END STREET SHE’S SO LOVELY SHE’S SO SWEET SHE’S SO LOVELY SHE’S SO SWEET SHE’S SO LOVELY SHE’S SO SWEET SHE’S SO LOVELY SHE’S SO SWEET SHE’S SO LOVELY SHE’S SO SWEET SHE’S SO LOVELY SHE’S SO SWEET
15.
Ball 03:18
PA PA DA PA PA PA PA DA DA PA PA PA PA PA PA PA DA PA PA PA DA PA PA PA PA DA DA PA PA PA PA PA PA PA DA PA NOW MOVE THE CHAIRS ASIDE MAKE SOME ROOM FOR US TO DANCE TO DANCE THROUGH THE NIGHT CLEAR THE FLOOR HERE WE COME WE’RE GONNA STRETCH OUR LEGS AND SWING AND SWING TO THOSE DRUMS LET ME TAKE YOU BY THE HAND HIT THE BEAT LET’S ROCK N ROLL FOLLOW ME TO WONDERLAND AND WE WILL HAVE OURSELVES A BALL FEEL THE LOVE HOLD ME TIGHT ALLOW ME PLEASE TO TAKE THE LEAD AND LEAD YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT LOOK US WE FILL THE SPACE NOW LET US STIR IT UP A BIT AND MOVE TO THE BASS LET ME TAKE YOU BY THE HAND HIT THE BEAT LET’S ROCK N ROLL FOLLOW ME TO WONDERLAND AND WE WILL HAVE OURSELVES A BALL PA PA DA PA PA PA PA DA DA PA PA PA PA PA PA PA DA PA PA PA DA PA PA PA PA DA DA PA PA PA PA PA PA PA DA PA
16.
GODDAMN IT’S HAPPENING AGAIN BABE DO I NEED TO GO THROUGH THIS ONCE MORE? MY HEAD IS SPINNING ONCE AGAIN BABE BURNOUT NUMBER TWO KNOCKING ON MY DOOR BURNOUT #2 IT’S BEEN 25 YEARS NOW IT’S BACK BABE I NEED TO STOP THESE THOUGHTS REAL QUICK DIZZINESS AND PANIC ATTACKS BABE FEELS LIKE A DEFEAT I NEED TO CALL IN SICK BURNOUT #2 MY BODY TELLS ME TO TAKE A BREAK BABE OCULAR MIGRAINES CONSTANTLY COME AND GO DAYTIME NAPS, AT NIGHT I’M WIDE AWAKE BABE I NEED TO BREATH AND USE THE TOOLS I KNOW NEED TO TRY NOT TO MAGNIFY IF ONLY I COULD SIMPLIFY I GUESS I’M NOT NOT THAT TYPE OF GUY BURNOUT #2 THIS TIME I KNOW WHO TO SEE BABE IT LOOKS LIKE ALL THE OLD SYMPTOMS ARE BACK I’VE GOT A CLUE WHERE TO FIND THE KEY BABE WITH SOME HELP I’LL GET MY LIFE ON TRACK BURNOUT #2 TO FIGHT THE SYMPTOMS I NEED SOME CBT BABE I FEEL ASHAMED, BUT I CAN’T HELP BEING NERVOUS IRRATIONAL,UNEASY AND WEAK BABE I HOPE ONE DAY THE GOOD OLD ME WILL SURFACE BURNOUT #2 I THOUGHT I HAD MY SHARE BACK THEN BABE SUDDENLY IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY LUCKY ME I LEARNED A LOT BACK THEN BABE INSTEAD OF BLACK THIS TIME THINGS LOOK GREY NEED TO TRY NOT TO MAGNIFY IF ONLY I COULD SIMPLIFY I GUESS I’M NOT NOT THAT TYPE OF GUY
17.
Behind 01:55
IT WILL BE FINE GONNA BE OKAY IT JUST NEEDS TIME DON’T TURN YOUR FACE AWAY OH STEP BY STEP YOU WILL WORK THIS OUT CRAWL OUT OF THIS WEB ONE DAY YOU’LL LAUGH ABOUT WHAT MAKES YOU CRY TRY HARD TO FIND THE REASON WHY LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND NOW LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND IT WILL BE HARD WORK YOU’RE NOT A FOOL NOR A JERK YOU JUST NEED THE TOOLS OH DAY BY DAY PROGRESS IS MADE YOU’LL FIND THE WAY NOT TO BE AFRAID WHAT YOU NEED TO FREE YOUR MIND IS SOME THERAPY TO LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND YEH LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND YEH LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND
18.
Worry-Free 03:09
LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE NEED TO EASE THE TENSION IN MY BODY TRANQUILLITY FEELING OKAY STABILITY NOTHING IN MY WAY ALL SEEMS A LONG WAY BACK YES IT SEEMS A LONG WAY BACK WILLINGLY GO WITH THE FLOW POSITIVITY LETTING THINGS GO ALL SEEMS A LONG WAY BACK YES IT SEEMS A LONG WAY BACK LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE NEED TO EASE THE TENSION IN MY BODY WISH I COULD SEE A BRIGHTER SKY EVERYTHING’S DARK AND I DON’T KNOW WHY I FIND IT HARD TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO THERE ARE SOME KNOTS TO UNTIE FEEL SO HELPLESS IT MAKES ME CRY I FIND IT HARD TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO TRANQUILLITY FEELING OKAY STABILITY NOTHING IN MY WAY ALL SEEMS A LONG WAY BACK YES IT SEEMS A LONG WAY BACK LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE LIKE TO BE CALM AND WORRY-FREE I FIND IT HARD TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO
19.
Escapee 02:44
NEED TO DEAL WITH APATHY? WHAT MIGHT HELP ACTUALLY IS TO BE AN ESCAPEE WHEN EMOTIONS ARE TOO STRONG OR YOU REFUSE TO GO ALONG DUCK AND DIVE JUST LIKE ME IGNORE AND AVOID SO LIFE CAN BE ENJOYED IGNORE AND AVOID SO LIFE CAN BE ENJOYED IT’S A SIMPLE STRATEGY A SUBCONSCIOUS TENDENCY GET AWAY FROM REALITY WHEN YOU MIND IS A STORM CLOUD IT’S EASY TO ZONE OUT DUCK AND DIVE JUST LIKE ME IGNORE AND AVOID SO LIFE CAN BE ENJOYED IGNORE AND AVOID SO LIFE CAN BE ENJOYED TRY BREAKING LOOSE MENTALLY NOT ACTING RATIONALLY LIFE’S NO POTPOURRI THIS TOOL IS NOT THE BEST BUT IT GIVES YOUR MIND SOME REST DUCK AND DIVE JUST LIKE ME IGNORE AND AVOID SO LIFE CAN BE ENJOYED IGNORE AND AVOID SO LIFE CAN BE ENJOYED NOW WHO’S FOOLING WHO THERE’S MORE YOU NEED TO DO OR YOU END UP JUST LIKE ME NOW WHO’S FOOLING WHO THERE’S MORE YOU NEED TO DO OR YOU END UP JUST LIKE ME NOT WHERE YOU'D LIKE TO BE
20.
Stop 02:07
NO NEED TO RUSH WHAT’S THE HURRY DON’T MAKE NO MISTAKE YOU KNOW THAT HASTE MAKES WASTE YOU MUST ADJUST WHY FEEL SORRY FIRST YOU TAKE A BREAK THEN STAY IN PLACE DO NOT MOVE, DO NOT PROCEED BEFORE YOU START RUNNING YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOU NEED AND WHAT IT’S GOOD FOR WHO TAKES ADVANTAGE ASK YOURSELF THE QUESTION WHAT YOUR OWN DEMAND IS JUST LET IT DROP TELL YOUR OWN STORY THERE’S ONE WAY TO DO THIS AND THAT’S AT YOUR OWN PACE YOU BETTER STOP NOT TO WORRY WHAT REALLY MATTERS NOW: TO GET THAT SMILE BACK OF YOUR FACE COOL OFF, CHOOSE YOUR OWN SPEED WHEN IT COMES TO FULFILMENT YOU SHOULD TAKE THE LEAD WHAT’S IN IT FOR YOU WHAT IS IT YOU WOULD DO LET THINGS RIDE FOR A WHILE AND THINK THIS THROUGH NO NEED TO RUSH WHAT’S THE HURRY DON’T MAKE NO MISTAKE YOU KNOW THAT HASTE MAKES WASTE JUST LET IT DROP TELL YOUR STORY THERE’S ONE WAY TO DO THIS AND THAT’S AT YOUR OWN PACE NO NEED TO RUSH STOP NO NEED TO RUSH STOP NO NEED TO RUSH STOP NO NEED TO RUSH STOP
21.
Make Up 02:07
I’VE GOT TO MAKE IT I’VE GOT TO MAKE IT UP I’VE GOT TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU I’VE GOT TO MAKE IT I’VE GOT TO MAKE IT UP I’VE GOT TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU LET ME EXPLAIN IT LET ME EXPLAIN IT TOO LET ME EXPLAIN IT ALL TO YOU AND WE BOTH KNOW IT IS TRUE DON’T WANT TO BREAK IT DON’T WANT TO BREAK IT UP DON’T WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU DON’T WANT TO BREAK IT DON’T WANT TO BREAK IT UP DON’T WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU TIME TO DO SOMETHING TIME TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT TIME TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT NOW AND WE BOTH KNOW IT IS TRUE TIME TO DO SOMETHING TIME TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT TIME TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT NOW TIME TO DO SOMETHING TIME TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT TIME TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT NOW
22.
Pointless 03:13
I’M ON THE COUCH WATCHING XANDER AND RICHARD FEELING -------------- (BLANK) OBSCURE KNOWLEDGE BEING TESTED AND QUESTIONED COMPLETELY ---------- (BLANK) NOW DON’T DISAPPOINT US IT ALL SEEMS QUITE POINTLESS WHAT YOU KNOW FOR SURE WILL NEVER NEVER BE OBSCURE STEP DOWN FROM THE PODIUM PLEASE STEP DOWN FROM THE PODIUM PLEASE THE TALL GIRL OF COUPLE NUMBER TWO SHE’S QUITE ---------(BLANK) THE LIGHT IS BLUEISH THE STAGE IS ALL SHINY CLEAN AND ----------(BLANK) NOW DON’T DISAPPOINT US IT ALL SEEMS QUITE POINTLESS WHAT YOU KNOW FOR SURE WILL NEVER NEVER BE OBSCURE STEP DOWN FROM THE PODIUM PLEASE STEP DOWN FROM THE PODIUM PLEASE THEY DECIDE IN AN INSTANT WHO GOES FIRST EXPRESSION ------- (BLANK) ROLLING EYES WHEN COUPLE NUMBER FOUR FILLS IN THE ----------(BLANKS) NOW DON’T DISAPPOINT US IT ALL SEEMS QUITE POINTLESS WHAT YOU KNOW FOR SURE WILL NEVER NEVER BE OBSCURE STEP DOWN FROM THE PODIUM PLEASE STEP DOWN FROM THE PODIUM PLEASE
23.
Monkey 02:24
YOU’VE GOT TO FIGHT THE MONKEY ON YOUR SHOULDER OR IT WILL FIND A WAY TO FOOL YA YOU’VE GOT TO FIGHT THE MONKEY ON YOUR SHOULDER OR IT WILL FIND A WAY TO FOOL YA YOU’VE BEEN FOOLED ONCE BEFORE NOW YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW DON’T YA CUZ THAT MONKEY IS PERSISTENT IT WON’T LET GO SO YOU BETTER TAKE ACTION YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW DON’T YA BETTER STRENGTHEN YOUR RESISTANCE DEFEAT YOUR FOE YOU’VE GOT TO FIGHT THE MONKEY ON YOUR SHOULDER OR IT WILL FIND A WAY TO FOOL YA YOU’VE GOT TO FIGHT THE MONKEY ON YOUR SHOULDER OR IT WILL FIND A WAY TO FOOL YA
24.
Easy 04:05
LIKE A KNIFE THROUGH BUTTER EASY PEASY IF ONLY LIFE COULD BE LIKE THAT PIECE OF CAKE ROSY AND BRIGHT IF ONLY LIFE COULD BE LIKE THAT IF ONLY LIFE COULD BE LIKE THAT COULD BE LIKE THAT IF ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY I COULD NAIL IT ON THE HEAD COULD NAIL IT ON THE HEAD IF ONLY IF ONLY NAIL IT NAIL IT NAIL IT NAIL IT EASY EASY EASY LIFE HOLE IN ONE ON A ROLL IF ONLY LIFE COULD BE LIKE THAT A BED OF ROSES BOOMING AROUND IF ONLY LIFE COULD BE LIKE THAT IF ONLY LIFE COULD BE LIKE THAT COULD BE LIKE THAT IF ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY I COULD NAIL IT ON THE HEAD COULD NAIL IT ON THE HEAD IF ONLY IF ONLY NAIL IT NAIL IT NAIL IT NAIL IT EASY EASY EASY LIFE
25.
Labyrinth 02:50
WALKING ON THE BEACH TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT’S GOING WRONG SANDBLASTING MY MIND BUT THE THOUGHTS I’D LIKE TO LOSE ARE WAY TOO STRONG KNOCKING AGAINST MY SKULL GOT NO CHANCE, IT FEELS LIKE RUNNING SAND LONG LASTING PRESSURE IS THE REASON WHY IT’S GETTING OUT OF HAND STEP BY STEP LEAVING DEEP FOOTPRINTS STARING AND GAZING AT THE PROFILE MY BOOTS PRINTS WALKING IN CIRCLES GET ME OUT OF THIS LABYRINTH LIFT ME UP GET ME OUT OF THIS LABYRINTH WALKING THE SNOW TRYING HARD TO UNTIE AN INTERNAL BIG KNOT WISHING I COULD SLIDE JUMP AND FLY LIKE ZOI SADOWSKI-SYNNOTT KNOCKING OUT WHAT’S BAD GOT NO CHANCE, IT FEELS LIKE A BLIZZARD MY HOPE IS IN YOU BRING SOME MAGIC OH PLEASE BE MY WIZARD STEP BY STEP LEAVING DEEP FOOTPRINTS STARING AND GAZING AT THE PROFILE MY BOOTS PRINTS WALKING IN CIRCLES GET ME OUT OF THIS LABYRINTH LIFT ME UP GET ME OUT OF THIS LABYRINTH LIFT ME UP LIFT ME OUT OF THIS LABYRINTH
26.
Freedom 01:59
WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO BE WHO WE ARE FREEDOM TO CREATE WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO LOVE EVERYONE FREEDOM TO DEBATE WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO DREAM AND WORK FREEDOM TO BE SMART WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO GO EVERYWHERE FREEDOM TO HAVE ART SO WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO US? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO KNOW THE TRUTH FREEDOM TO HAVE A HOME WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO READ EVERYTHING FREEDOM FREE TO ROAM WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO GO FORWARD FREEDOM TO HAVE A CHOICE WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO EAT EVERYDAY FREEDOM TO RAISE OUR VOICE SO WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO US? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM TO EXPRESS OURSELVES FREEDOM TO LIVE IN PEACE WE WANT FREEDOM FREEDOM VISIT EVERYPLACE FREEDOM SEE OUR FAMILIES
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Dust 02:23
LOOKING IN MY REAR VIEW MIRROR ALL I CAN SEE IS KICKED UP DUST THE VISION IS GONE IN THE TRACES I LEAVE TROUBLED MEMORIES FULL OF DISBELIEVE TRIED TO DRIVE FAST ON A GRAVEL ROAD MY INTENTIONS WERE GOOD I NEVER EVER SLOWED LOOKING IN MY REAR VIEW MIRROR ALL I CAN SEE IS KICKED UP DUST KICKED UP DUST IS ALL I CAN SEE QUITE SURPRISED THOUGHT I DID GOOD DRIVING THROUGH DIRT AS FAST AS I COULD LOOKING IN MY REAR VIEW MIRROR ALL I CAN SEE IS KICKED UP DUST KICKED UP DUST IS ALL I CAN SEE KICKED UP DUST IS ALL I CAN SEE
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Overboord 04:31
ALLES IS MISLUKT NEE HET IS GEWOON JE DAG NIET HET LIJKT ECHT NIET TE GAAN NEE JE HEBT GEWOON JE DAG NIET MET HORTEN EN STOTEN ALLES NAAR DE KLOTE WAT JE OOK DOET ‘T GAAT GEWOON NIET GOED NEE ‘T GAAT GEWOON NIET GOED ALLES GAAT STUK NEE HET IS GEWOON JE DAG NIET KRIJGT NIKS GEDAAN NEE JE HEBT GEWOON JE DAG NIET WEER NIET GESCHOTEN TEGELIJK IN ZEVEN SLOTEN WAT JE OOK DOET LANGZAAM ZAKT DE MOED LANGZAAM ZAKT DE MOED DOET GEEN ENE RUK NEE HET IS GEWOON JE DAG NIET HET IS VAN DE BAAN NEE JE HEBT GEWOON JE DAG NIET LAAT MAAR ZITTEN OOK HET HOEFT NIET GEEN MAN GEEN MAN OVERBOORD LAAT MAAR ZITTEN OOK HET HOEFT NIET GEEN MAN OVERBOORD ALLES IS MISLUKT NEE HET IS GEWOON JE DAG NIET HET LIJKT ECHT NIET TE GAAN NEE JE HEBT GEWOON JE DAG NIET PAARD ACHTER DE WAGEN JE HEBT VAN DIE DAGEN WAT JE OOK DOET ‘T GAAT GEWOON NIET GOED NEE ‘T GAAT GEWOON NIET GOED GEEN MAN OVERBOORD GEEN MAN OVERBOORD

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